vitaxdolce

Be those who will bring the Lord back.
Be those who knows God's Heart Desire.
Be those who will be the Nazarite.
Be those who are separated from this world.
Be his Bride.

It has been a couple of weeks.
I have been watching make up videos and tutorials all day long.

So obsessed with make up lately that I decided to start collecting them. haha
I already got a whole box of make up but they are not really nice or flashy.
Hopefully when I goto China I can get some cheap and flashy make up for me to fool around with.

Anyways, besides make up I've also been obsessing over TRANSFORMERS!!!!!!
Oh boy, oh boy. I am totally in love with both movies since I finally got to watch it with my best friends. ;]
I watched the first Transformers with Claire and Jennifer at my house and the second one at the theaters with Sophia and them.

 
Teehee, wow, really an amazing movie. Actually I liked the first one a little better since it had more of a developed plot and more character developments. The second one was more filled with actions and lots of explosions so most of the time i was confused about who is the autobot and who is the deciptcons. lol. Everything is fine becase I got to see my sexy SHIA LaBEOUF!!!!! <3 oh, he is so fine.

mhmm, yeah bouah. :]

So um, that's what I have been wasting my summer on.
oh and i almost forgot, UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That is a must watch movie. MUST!!! and a MUST CRY movie. oh dear.

Anyways there is just way too much to say, alot has happend so yeah um yeah.
teehee, I will be back with more retarded and boring details of my summer.

Late. "KEEP IT TRUE YA'LL"
LMAO

i hate camping
i hate the great out doors.

jennifer tai is the cutest gurl on earth :]
Jennifer tai lives in san  jose on kirsty lane, she is now playing the piano with big gramy pink pants.
Jennifer tai is hot.
she is mah favorite.

claire hwang is hot.

sharon li is the hottest.

annabel lim is korean.

the end.

I had a lot of emotions and feelings going on about five minutes ago.
I think i spent so much time on fixing the stupid profile picture I kind of lost it.
But it's okay, I will write what I have left.

Its been almost 2 months.
I am over it, I know it. for sure.
But what i really think is, I am over the person he's become or who he really is, but I'm not over the person who he used to be or what I thought he was.

I think I was searching, searching for that person who I fell in love with in the beginning.
He disappeared so quickly it was almost like he never existed.
Just that one part,
that one part of him made me fell deep in love, that one part of him made me blind.
I was tempted by the promises, by his words that he himself could not define.
He is now looking for someone new, someone better.
He's forgotten all his, how shall i say it. values.
its all changed, because he never had one. He just says what he think its cool or deep, not knowing those words will be remembered by many.

I'm glad he is slowly showing himself.

Karma.


And now I need to sleep.


I hope I CAN FIND MY ATM CARD AND MY TARGET GIFT CARD AND FREAKEN JUST FREAKEN BUY STUFF.
OKAY
YEAH BOUAH



damn i hate writting emo shit, just not matching the moood.
honestly, I'm long over that dipshit and just omg, wow I can't belive i ever liked him
whoever hes gunna get with wont be as hot as me and I'm wayy tooo just too hot for him and way better than him
and now, i hope on saturday i can see my cutie junior or else i'd be verrii sad..


OH HES SO CUTE _ _ _ _ <3
yes i want him .
get some


YEAHHH
IM GUNNA BE RICH SELLING FUGLY T SHIRTS ;D

I love shit.
lets eat shit.
fuck youu~

To Do list:

Come back and decorate this son of a bitch.

LOL

 

That's what she used to be...

I'm gunna tell you, like you tell me. 

I wish I could never see you ever again.
I want you to dissapear from my life, 
I want you completely erased.
Comepletely, 
erased.

Its rotting, slowly and painfully. 
I hate myself,
its all because of you. 

I never thought that I would hate you. 
Never

But now I do, because I have to. 
I never ever want to see you again,
dissapear please. 

I hate you,
you and your friends,
you and your shits that fools people. 

I hate you. 

I will never forgive you,
Never ever. 

Forever hating you.